It absolutely did change my life and our marriage. But first, I have to tell the whole story to understand my answer.
I have been a sissy for a long time since my childhood, and have been a bottom since my teenage years.
I had to put a facade of being tough because I was raised in a conservative and traditional family and community.
I am bisexual, because I had to be with women, but I got cheated so many times that brought me down into insecurity and low self esteem. When I started dating my wife, I told her about my sissy tendencies, she asked me if I was gay, so I lied to her and told her that I did not know.
We got married, and she continued supporting me in my sissy tendencies, she even gave me permission to meet men. But I was a jealous man, and very controlling person. Eventually she cheated on me, although she always denied it, I am sure she did. During my whole life I have been into porn, and I love interracial porn, but one day I got across the Hotwife cuckold lifestyle.
At first I was disgusted, but I kept watching it, and eventually I came across chastity. So I tried it, and loved being in chastity. That kept me going on cuckolding porn. So I started to educate myself on the topic, read posts, articles, I bought books, audiobooks, listened to podcasts, contacted cuckolds, Hotwives, and eventually bulls.
When I sent an article about cuckolding to my wife out of the blue and after an argument, she came to our bedroom all bothered and hot. We made love and she was so wet that that’s when I was sure she was into it. It took almost two years to get her to meet someone.
We were unsure about it, but we needed to find out if this was for us giving my history of being jealous and controlling. However, my only request was that she had to be with a black guy. So, I contacted a friend of us that he had the hots for my wife since we met him. I asked him if he would like my wife to give him a blowjob. He immediately said, HELL YEAH!!! lol, so I told him that it would be only a blow job, and he was ok with it.
Long story short, we met at a hotel since he has a girlfriend, and I got dressed in feminine clothes and my wife was wearing some beautiful lingerie.
She was nervous , but he was more nervous, he couldn’t believe he was having this beautiful woman that he thought was out of his league (His words). Once she had that dick in her mouth, I asked her if she wanted to fuck him, she just said a soft yes. She started to ride her with condom, and while she was there, their faces where so closed, and I knew she wanted to kiss him, so I told her to do it, and she gladly obliged.
When I saw her enjoying him, I realized that she was hooked, and so I was. I loved seeing her being pleased and excited about having orgasms.
My jealousy and controlling tendencies were diminishing with every time they met. I even asked her to meet him alone, which she didn’t want at first. I convinced her, and that day, was the exact moment when I realized I was a happy cuckold.
I am not controlling or jealous anymore, I am a submissive sissy person and we have improved our relationship with this lifestyle. I have even told her I would love her to meet his family, since they are practically dating. So far, both of them are taking it easy, but they are not against he introducing her to his friends.
Knowing she still loves me and that she loves being a Hotwife, having a boyfriend, and coming back home to find a husband that adores her, is something she appreciates and loves.
I always say that cuckolding saved and strengthened our marriage, and our love for each other has increased since then. So, cuckolding improved our relationship for the best.